Holy Spirit Knows Our Needs

It’s such an understatement to say a lot has happened since I last posted that I probably shouldn’t say it. Pope Francis died, Pope Leo XIV, born in Chicago USA, now reigns. I had been taking another break from writing for prayer and discernment when a family member became seriously ill and most of my time since then has been taken to attend to this matter.

During the mentioned illness, there were some very dire times. I often pray to God when I am simply at wit’s end about what to do. In more than a few of these situations which seem hopeless, answers come in such amazing ways, I have to conclude God was involved. In this case, He has done so again, and my relative is now better.

I ask myself why I am not therefore confident He will respond positively each time I ask. I guess it’s because in various cases, the solution can take a long time, or the answer is not what I desire. He can say no to requests but He still cares and supports. Frequently, especially when I'm being selfish, I later realize what I wanted was not as good as what God had planned. My attitude should be one of hope as I try to cope with challenges of my life.

In reflecting on the past few months, it was the times of deepest need when I most felt God leading me, perhaps because of the intense emotions involved. I believe He can and does guide us. The Holy Spirit, one in essence with God the Father and Jesus the Son, is given to those of us who believe in Jesus, as the Bible informs us (Romans 5:5). Right before this severe illness event, I had just read some sections from a book called, The Practice of the Presence of God, by a monk, Brother Lawrence. He asked for God’s grace to help him every day. I did the same and that helped me a lot.

In a related note, I have wanted to do Christian evangelization, but I don’t think I am doing a very good job of it, especially when it comes to personal encounters. I have written, but I’m not well-known or interacting with readers. I pray for the lost, but don’t have much personal contact with them. I’m not complaining about lack of fame—every person’s soul is important and reached in unique ways. I believe in the effectiveness of prayer, and I shouldn’t let the lack of feedback discourage me. Patience is not one of my strong points and I remind myself that we all have gifts to bring and should do our best to use them. Yet I wonder if I am fully doing my part.

While trying to help someone who was very sick, I saw the efforts made for those with physical illnesses, such as first responders, hospital staff, physical therapists, and others. I am even more aware today of those who need critical spiritual life support. The biggest danger for non-Christians is that they could die before they come to believe in Jesus Christ as God and Savior.

God could have created all humans to believe in Him, but He has given us free will to accept Him or not. He has called his believers to action, just as He is the ultimate Healer but uses doctors, nurses, and others to bring about physical health.

The Lord has answers for Christians who are evangelizing non-believers, just as He had answers for me when I thought all was hopeless for my sick relative. For those who have never heard the Gospel at all, the facts of Jesus Christ must be told to them. But also, for those who have rejected Him for whatever reasons, believers need to be keenly aware of the critical risk, pray for God’s help to cope with the situations, and move forward. I hope and pray that Christians, including myself, can follow the Holy Spirit to help people to their only way of spiritual health and ultimate happiness.